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YVAIN
HEllO, back after a brief hiatus..! omg the last time i actually blogged was so long ago. Unbelievable. But anyhow i'm back (:
I would love to thanks grace for enlightening me, with such an amazing powerful phrase that actually allows me to reconnect myself all over again. And just to share with you guys, never put someone as a priority in your life, when you remains as a option in theirs. Come on, who love being a doormat or rather a spare tyre right? alright over with that.
Firstly i want to announce something splendidly joyous, ............ i'm on my highly anticipated one week H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! although it's only a pathetic 1 week holiday after a long periodically torment by shatec, i guess it's better than nothing. (:
Life have been really good, you know meeting new people, connecting with your old buddies, catching the latest movie with your bf and doing shopping randomly can never be more beautiful!
and yes i've plenty of plans for this short sweet holiday, and hopefully everything goes accordingly.
Anyway i was just pondering that,
Must there be something specific to do when friends meet up? Isn't spending time with your loved ones the most important thing of all?
Does it become meaningless to meet up just because there is nothing specific to do? Would you have found something better to do if you didn't meet up with your friends instead? anyway it just sucks when people keep saying sian la sian la or lazy la lazy la or whatever shit their airhead could think of, but well i should be glad that there're are pool of friends whom doesn't need reasons to be with me.
special friends amaze me. hopefully i did make an impact on all my love ones too.
And i need more beautiful things to satisfy my flamboyance!
will be back soon, enjoy every moments of your life!
Thanks, Cherish, Remember,Bye
I still be here if you need me
- Location:HOME
- Mood:
content - Music:What love is - Candice Michelle
Hello world. Been really hectic, and life simply revolves around school. School occupied like 3/4 of my life whereas the 1/4 is simply travelling back and forth to school and my sleeping hours. Sorry for being such a bitch and whine and whine. Blogging is a perfect way to let me rant my dissatisfaction out! Positive feelings died slowly as the days draw closer to the end of term exams. Sigh.
Actually i've an immense amount of stuffs to blog, unfortunately i've to head back to finish up my tourism geography project. Alright leave that to the next time then.
Cheers! (:
P.S: thanks to those who left a comment in my previous entry trying to cheer me up, i appreciated the thoughts. (:
but well, life goes on.
yvain loves you.
- Location:HOME
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:The Show - Lenka
P.S: It's an emotional entry. Don't bother proceeding if you're not interested.
As a child, the phrase “I don’t want to friend u” is often uttered by me. However, any animosity between me and the other party is forgiven the next day whereby i will regroup and continue to play with the enemy again. How is it that we all grew up to become such cynical teens?
Is it as they say we have lost our innocence along the way or we just became so distrustful of others through betrayal of trust and unpleasant experiences encountered along life?
Is it as they say we have lost our innocence along the way or we just became so distrustful of others through betrayal of trust and unpleasant experiences encountered along life?
There are basically three catergories of friends,The lifelong ones, the fair-weathered ones and the acquaintances. Remember how as a child, we make friends ever so easily. We never let racism or discrimination coloured our choices of friends. We just played with whoever who will mix with us. There were such indescribable joy and fun then. Life was definitely much simpler and happier as a child, without a care or burden to acknowledge and the immense amount of stress that engulfed us daily. I used to have a really good friend whom I got to know since my younger days. We still keep in touch briefly due to our different lifestyle and interests. Sad to say, some good friends do drift apart after awhile due to circumstances. It's disheartening sometimes when i'm the sole reason for breaking that strong foundation of bond. I've this tendency to look at problems from too many angle. At times, the "problems" seen to be as realistic as it is, i chose to look at it from many angles just to reassessed those faults at others but not myself. And perhaps that's what we address as external locus of control. I blame everyone but myself. As far as i'm trying hard to discard this flaw, it somehow relates even more problems back to me.
The good days seems to be diminishing and everyday appears to be forlorn. I feels so estrange from my family, so detached away from all my close friends. I got hurled with hurtful remarks for spending too little time with everyone, i'm really sorry. I'm really trying to hard to balance my school and my personal life. Do you all honestly think that i don't give a shit about you people? Genuinely i really do, miss you all. The little things we did together, the laughters that we shared, all those memorable moments were buried deep inside my heart. I'm a human with flesh and blood too, and worst of all category, the emotional ones. Whatever remarks you all gave, i took them seriously and really reflects upon myself every now and then. To that 2 really important person in my life whom i've disappointed and antagonized, all i'd could said is sorry.
YVAIN
deep down beneath, the flame is consistently glowing strong, never at any seconds itwould succumb to darkness.
for this is my life, my story..
Chapter 19, 1/4.
The good days seems to be diminishing and everyday appears to be forlorn. I feels so estrange from my family, so detached away from all my close friends. I got hurled with hurtful remarks for spending too little time with everyone, i'm really sorry. I'm really trying to hard to balance my school and my personal life. Do you all honestly think that i don't give a shit about you people? Genuinely i really do, miss you all. The little things we did together, the laughters that we shared, all those memorable moments were buried deep inside my heart. I'm a human with flesh and blood too, and worst of all category, the emotional ones. Whatever remarks you all gave, i took them seriously and really reflects upon myself every now and then. To that 2 really important person in my life whom i've disappointed and antagonized, all i'd could said is sorry.
YVAIN
deep down beneath, the flame is consistently glowing strong, never at any seconds itwould succumb to darkness.
for this is my life, my story..
Chapter 19, 1/4.
I'm drained. both physically and mentally exhausted. With exams and projs around the corner, i could hardly catch any grip. In addition, the long hours of school (8am-9pm) with only 1 pathetic hour break totally screwed myself upside down. All i could do is take a deep breath and swallow everything down. ):
While things keep getting better, it seems that complexities render as well. Pretty faces tinge one's heart, and persistency of tinging might led to consequences. All you could do is bypass and run from these complications and stay firm. However i'm happy though, my pretty boy. (:
YVAIN
i'll be back.
- Location:HOME
- Mood:
loved - Music:Give me more - Dale Arden
Happy 19th birthday to the Queen of Scurrility, DIAN RACHEL! hahahaha, hope you'd a astounding celebration this year!
Pictures from my cam!
Hello!
The Classical Birthday Pontianak and noob Joshua!
Lost girl - Georgina Han Shu Hui.
Phuture!
Orgastic Expressions.
Wendy (:
Spastic Bitchs ):
The Wannabes of ahahahhaha. (:
Collage of the signature twist featuring Cleon,Pamela,Georgina,Rachel,Yun,Joshua & Jolyn!
hahahaha.
And cheers to the night out! (:
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Town w/ dtm syndicate!
NEOPRINTS! ( age is catching up on us, at times we've to do "kiddish" stuffs like taking neoprints to relish our youth!)
im in love with these bunch of idiots. And a pity jennifer isn't here! ):
Valentine's DAY!
Had a fantastic time spent with baby! omg i'm totally drained.
Pictures do the job this time round yeah?
The after-expression of being bullied by me (:
SMILE, and my boy really did (:
Valentine's Kiss
Charcoal for candle lit dinner!
After dinner, adjourned over to some gay pub in tj pagar,their lychee martini is abysmally terrible! no lychee taste at all. totally raw alcohol im consuming, stupid fairy guy. it got me tipsy that i started touching my dear all over and got really touchy. *wink, okay splendid. That pretty much wrap up everything? (; One more thing, Happy birthday to my sister RAINTIAH the pregnant bitch! love you and your baby! (:
Happy Valentine and Happy 2nd month Dear!
Keep gettin' betta (:
YVAIN
you, my permanent lovebug. ily (:
- Location:HOME
- Mood: bouncy
- Music:I'll be loving you long time - Mariah Carey
And without fail, this weekend is another blast in the sky (:
Town with Huiyun, Cleon, Rachel, Joshua, Georgina, Donovan,Benjamin on friday evening, adjourned over to phuture in the night to club! and also a belated birthday celebration for our dear girl, rachel. Happy Birthday Rachel!
Had a splendid valentine this year with Dear, love you (: ! Tcc > Charcoal > Some gay pubs.
Alright now i got to run along and meet some bitch. Will be back to edit this entry and upload photos and more details!
with many loves,
YVAIN
- Location:HOME
- Mood:
crazy - Music:Love in the club - Usher
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